Rexburg Visit!!!

So I visited Rexburg, Idaho. I am still here and I can't fall asleep, and I realized I haven't blogged in awhile. (I only thought old ladies and moms could use that word, but it turns out I can say it too!) So, it has been good up here. I got here, gave Kendra a super super big hug!! And then I went to say hello to JT Hurt, and hung out with him for a little bit. And on Saturday I woke up, took cousin Skyler to Ramirez's (best freaking Mexican restaurant in Rexburg) and then went over to Lauren's apartment, who was soooo happy to see me!! She was probably my favorite person to hug when I saw her. We watched Psych and then I went to her Stake Conference. Then after that, I went on a date with Skyler's roommate, Evan, who is so precious. He's still like a little boy and just has the purest face I have ever seen. We went lazer tagging and the gentleman that he is, guarded me. It didn't help much because I came in second to last on our team. But it was okay, I'm glad that one of my skills is not lazer tagging. It would be nice to be good at it, but I guess it doesn't look too good on a job application. Then we went to this pretzel place and got gooood pretzels and came back and watched Singles Ward the movie, and I forgot how funny that movie actually was, especially watching it and being in the Singles Ward. But then I went back to Laurens apartment and we watched Leap Year, which was super predictable but really cute and actually kind of funny. But I fell asleep while Lauren and Kylie were talking, and then kept waking up because Kylie was still sitting where my feet were and I felt bad if I extended them, but I kept doing that in my sleep. But then on Sunday, I went to their Stake Conference and then visited Jordan, Will, Matt, and met Matt's little brother Joe, who is adorable. Then we went back to Lauren's apartment, made spaghetti and homemade meatballs which were scrumptious! And then I went back to Jordan's apartment, and hung out there until curfew, and then came back to the yellow house and talked to Kendra for a bit. I miss Rexburg, but only because of the people, I don't miss the school or sharing with girls at all, but I know I have to come back. Eventually.....

Being Sick

IS THE WORST!!

whenever youre going through life and your super busy and exhausted you want to just have a day or two to relax. but then when you do get that chance and your sick all you want to do is get better and go do something! I dont get it.

Anyways. Just have been home. With the stomach flu, which is my least favorite form of sickness. I've been locked up in my room for the past 2 days because my mom is afraid I'm going to give it to someone. On the brighter side of things, at least I'm losing weight? Right?

MONTANA!!

So yes, I did go to Montana. Everyone says, "You're crazy!! Why did you go?" or "Why are you going?" Yes it was for a boy. I've never done that before, and let me tell you, would not change this past weekend for anything!! Unless it was my future husband. But seriously, it was an awesome experience to go up to Montana again.

So, his name is Aaron Light. And this is where it gets even crazier. He's leaving on his mission in 3 weeks. Yes, he is still going on his mission. I didn't stray him off any path, girls are not that evil. He knows what he's doing and is on the straight and narrow path, and I swear if he even thought about staying for anything that was associated with me (which I know he would not) I would probably set him straight, and slap him. He is going to be an awesome missionary.

Anyways. So the trip. He picked me up from the airport and we went to go jump start his car, which ended up not working. So we went back to his house, to go get the EXCURSION, which was this HUGE van. Not even joking. But his little sisters were there and they remembered me! And they are the cutest most funniest girls ever. They are just a crack up. (I sound like a mother talking about her children to her friends). But after that we went to Wal-Mart to go get shot gun shells, then to his friend Dave's house. We were just trying to figure out what to do for the day, and I shot some gun that looked like one of those crazy army guns. And then we went hunting with his friend Mason, cause he was leaving on his mission on Wednesday which is actually tomorrow! Crazzyyy. And then we went to go see the Social Network movie which was amazing, and thats when I saw KELLEY and SHELBY!!! I love them. To death and back. We all went to Denny's, and Kelley had at least 8 pancakes, it was nuts. And then I went back to Dave's house and fell asleep.

Saturday, I woke up. Hung out with Aaron and we were going to go paint balling but it was raining, but I went shopping at Good Will instead!! Yeah for trips with KELLEY and SHELBY. Then we went bowling and I totally rocked! Not! Saturday wasn't as eventful but it was still just nice.

Sunday, we woke up went to singles ward and went back to Shelby's house where I jumped on the trampoline until family ward, and then I headed home

It was seriously the best! I freaking love Montana and I want to move there. But apparently it's cold all the time. All well.

Beauty in the World

So, there is a lot of beauty in the world. Including the frilly stuff like horses, flowers, and puppies. And there is the beautiful nature all around us, and the beautiful people around us!

I love it!

I want to be around all those people that make me happy! I don't understand why people decided to put themselves around people that do not make them happy. It's sad. There are so many people in the world that bring so much happiness! Sure there are some circumstances that you must be around those people, such as your roommates. But other than that!...you can still put yourself around people that are truly loving life!

I just wanted to get that out. From now on, I'm only surrounding myself with the beauty in the world.

My Job

I am working at Dr. Rummler's Dental Office. No, I do not ever want to be a dental assistant but you know, it's not as bad as I thought. I was pretty sure that I was going to be sitting down all the time, but I hardly get to sit down, it's so nice! I am always doing something and I always have to think ahead. That's the difficult part is planning ahead in my head of what I need to do next, whether it be setting up the patients next appointment, sterilizing instruments, setting up the room for the next patient, developing films in the dark room, wiping down the instruments, mounting films, answering phones, assisting Dr. Rummler, and yada yada yada. It is so nice to have a job right now.

I still don't know what I want to do with my real job, as in my career for the rest of my life. I want to do something adventurous and that no one really hears about when they ask what your major is. I want to travel, and plan parties, but what kind of job is that?? My dream job would be to plan weddings, or put soundtracks for movies together. But right now, I'm just concentrating on online classes, work, and saving up money to go service abroad in Russia.

And I have a date tomorrow on Wednesday with a cashier guy I met at Ralph's. Hopefully he's not a weirdo!!

DREAM timmmmeee

I think I might want to be a movie specialist and just dream about something and then make a movie about it. Because seriously....I have the WEIRDEST dreams. For example

The Dream I Had Last Night...

Thanks to the new movie Inception, it explains that we never really remember how we end up or start our dreams, which is what happened. I was just at this random house and David, (ex boyfriend) was there, back from his mission, with another girl.....uhhhhh....yeah. Awkward. And for some reason I was trying to get dressed into this weird flowing dress and the girl that he was with just kept laughing. And so then....I just got into the bathroom and David was in the shower but he came out in jeans and a white t-shirt. Then he just got really close and then just walked away. What is wrong with me?? So then I ended up in this jail cell but I wasn't a cell mate or anything, I was trying to break everyone out. I have a tendency to do that. In my dreams not real life. It was Voldermort's jail and I had this whole elaborate plan to get everyone out which required me to do some kick butting. I wish this was real life. And so after I do that, I see David and he starts telling me how much he missed me and now that he's back from his mission we can get married. Weird right?? I haven't seen this kid for almost a year now! (In real life I mean)

Soo...I dont know what that means. That's the second time I've had a dream about him. Ughhhhhh....the other one was how he got to come back to California for 2 weeks off his mission and he came to see me at a church play thing or something like that.

But there was much more detail in my dream and it actually felt real. Ugh.

HALLOWEEN

i know i know. its only august. but then its september!! and the OCTOBER!!!! my favorite holiday month. ohhhhh yeahhh...

so these are my ideas for costume ideas. even though halloween this year is on a sunday im still gonna go trick or treating on saturday. that is if everyones ready for me.

so.

this years choices are!!!..........

dress up superhero

(act like a little kid dressing up as a superhero!!)

split personality

(cut two outfits in half and sew them together, extremes next to each other)

freak of nature

(put leaves in my hair and on my body and wear a shirt that says freak)

prom queen reject

(wear a sash that says prom reject on the front and reject on the back and wear ugly glasses, hair teased, socks, and sneakers)

and those are all the ideas i have right now, but i only went through 20 pages out of the 69.

this is the website.

http://costumeideazone.com/CIZ/CostumesByCategories.aspx?c=9&p=1

but i think i might go with the first one. superhero